Post ATS - Buffy finds that Spike is dead again - but Dru really has him

I can only remember a couple of flashes from this story that I read a few years ago. Basically Buffy shows up after the final battle. Angel and Spike are both dead. Buffy goes to the scene and perhaps meets up with the surviving member of Angel's team (?). Anyway, Buffy ends up searching for Spike and then finding him where Dru has been keeping him. I believe Dru has been dressing Spike, who is injured, in period costumes.

I very well may be mixing up one (or more) stories.

If you have any ideas about this, I would really appreciate it.

thanks!

A Letter from the Grave by dampersandspoons

Summary: What would happen if Spike wrote a letter to Buffy before his battle with Angel in Los Angeles, telling her the reasons why he stayed away? Are they the final words of a dead man, or will they be a cry for help? And more, what will Buffy discover about herself when she decides to find out?

You can find it over at Elysian Fields.

That's it. I love Dampers! I totally forgot that she wrote that one. Thanks so much for finding it!