LOL, weird how that sticks out, right? Honestly, I can't remember much

Just that Buffy was willing to get groiny and then go from there, but didn't automatically fall in love with him or anything. She was just willing to give him a chance. It's older and I think the same author did a season 4 story where Spike and Buffy end up in Riley's room for the magical marathon S(e)x and they are both voicing how they don't want to do this, but can't help themselves and the first thing Buffy does is go down on Spike in that story. Both are good and I really wish I could remember the author :/
Maybe I should make a new listing for the season 4 story? Maybe someone can remember that one?