Please help me find this fic. I'm not sure if it's offline now, or I just can't find it anymore. My computer died months back and all my saved fiction with it.

In this fiction, I think Spike falls for Buffy much the same but Dru is involved and she's screwing Ethan, and I think Spike and Buffy run away to Tara. That's all I can remember for now. I'm not sure if it's completed or not.
My other question, even though I've looked, is if Whiskey is completed somewhere else or on permanent hiatus? Is sallyntmare around still? Would love to read past the chapter "Daddy".