Captured Buffy

Looking for a fic where Spike takes Buffy hostage and she has to train and be able to defend herself. I know Amy is in it and it looks like Spike chained her up and tortured her but it is all a act and Harmony is in the story too. It's not Master but I can't remember the name but I know the last chapter I read was Spike telling her he loved her for the first time. Anybody know?

If it is a human AU this could be:

Playing on the Dark Side by pj

http://spikeluver.com/SpuffyRealm/viewstory.php?sid=10189&warning=NC-17

Summary: When Buffy's mother dies suddenly, she withdraws from her friends and family, and runs away from home. Venturing the streets of L.A. by herself, she is abducted by a gang when she accidentally interferes in their business. Buffy finds herself in the middle of a cruel life, where violence and rape aren't given a second thought. Can Spike save her from this life...or can she save him? A story about rape, whether redemption is even possible, and whether love can triumph from it.

In this Buffy was a runaway captured by Spike and held in an underground fighting gang. Amy was caught doing something wrong and was tortured. Harmony started out as Spike's girlfriend. And Angel was the head of the opposite gang down there.

It was a fave fic of mine but it hasn't been updated -- that I know of -- since 2006. I keep hoping though... I really really liked the Spike in it. He was the perfect combination of strength, danger, and hotness. PJ if you're out there please finish this fic!!

Oh, and I know the author mentioned rape twice in the summary -- and there is that in it -- but it is by no means a 'rape fic' IMO. It is much plottier than that. It is much more about fighting for survival and mental games. Plus the fighting lesson scenes are great, and I usually don't like those scenes in stories.

Waah, I wanna see it finished.

Yep that's it! I'm insanely upset it isn't finished! Great story and the last chapter is where I left off. Thanks though!