I hope this scene helps someone remember this story. Anya and Spike are in the Magic Box after the wedding fiasco and Spike wishes that Xander feels all of Anya pain and her none of it. I can't remember it for the world and after searching all my saved fics I'm no closer, so please help a Spuffy girl out

http://archiveofourown.org/series/107057

When it don't come easy by enigmaticblue. It's the third in a series, the first two are sweet one shots about Spike and Tara.

Autezma_mete
Thank you so much, that is the one. Without your help it would of took me months to narrow it down and actually pick the right one. *BIG HUG*

I just finished reading this one - I love this story and Seasonal Spuffy has a new addition to the series - Be sure to check it out.