Spuffy are step-siblings; Spike calls Buffy & crashes at her place....(Contains Rape)

hi i am looking for a fic where spuffy are step-siblings and spike fones buffy 1 day and asks if he could crash at hers and later kissed her.
The have an on-off relationship till one day he admits that he cheated on dru by screwing anya and Buffy tries to leave and spike goes on and on how no-one can make her feel like he can and she says ''how cause your the only one i've been with''

Spike gets possesive and rapes her and then leaves.Then in the end the get back together

That's "Protect Me From What I Want" by Rae.

It's here on SR...sorry can't post a link....I'm on my fone.

yes thats it thanks thanks thanks i so owe u !!