Giles really Buffy's father

Hello all,
I am looking for a fic I read a while ago.... Few key things I remember are

Buffy and Spike travel somewhere?? Stay in a hotel room

I believe around season 2

Hank is apart of watchers council, but winds up not really Buffy's dad Giles is.

Buffy is surrounded by plexiglass enclosure fighting her worst fears and Hank dies telling her the truth ..

Sorry this is so vague but you guys always work wonder OH yeah it was definitely an NC-17 fics (cause those are the best)

Thanks in advance for any help

Laura

This has been found here before. I know because I commented on it lol It's Letting Go by Chelle and it's part of a series. It can be found at Just Rewards. Don't feel bad about reposting it though because even knowing that it was on here, it took me a while to find it searching through the forum. I still haven't mastered that yet.

It can also be found at:

buffyspike(dot)burning-eden(dot)com/

Link for Letting Go by Chelle:

http://www.athenewolfe.com/justrewards/viewstory.php?sid=776



Apparently this is a sequel to Please Remember Me by Chelle:

http://www.athenewolfe.com/justrewards/viewstory.php?sid=775

Letting go was it.... Thanks once again you guys rock!!!!!!