I love Kallysten's work. I've got them saved...all of them. I think I did that when she said she was taking most of them down? But, I'm sure if most want to read the rest contact her. I'd love to give them, but I don't know her personally...and I'd totally feel bad giving them out. Now I understand why on another community some people have been posting on a blogger site and you can't copy and paste. You have to ask them personally which makes a lot of sense. Essentially you are taking someone's well thought out work, and they have no idea what you the person who takes it will be doing with it (besides reading it of course). Or you could be some super obsessed person who just copies it word for word by typing it so you can keep their story. Insane! I know a friend of mine in another community posts free e-books (and some low cost too) which is really neat if you are super careful with your work.
it's not this one either. I love this story.Update
Did some searching on all my hard drives and back up USB drives. I know this story exists. I wasn't a big fan of the Initiative, but this story for some reason intrigued me. First off: Maggie basically raped Buffy and impregnated her with sperm of a vampire. Which wasn't known by Buffy as Spike's even though it was. This story wasn't gentle on your heart with angst either. Vivid details and how they tortured Buffy, then Maggie got this idea to impregnate Buffy and have an army super soldier babies instead. This story was before the Initiative was known so I'm thinking about Season 4. I remember reading Lonely in Your Nightmare and thinking where have I read something similar, more Maggie related and not Military? I then read Taking the Initiative and turns out it wasn't that one because it was too threesome for me if you ask me.
I might just have to rely on the other one's because I'm just not finding this one. Maybe it was on BtVS Diaries or another site that went down. I thought it was on the other posting too. I think that other thread triggered me a bit, but I still haven't found it. It's eerily
similar to Another Way, except it's not. I know Maggie is alive. This was more about Maggie building her army instead of Adam. She wanted to mold them as they grew. She wanted to make Buffy her personal own baby maker to super powered beings. I don't think she knew of Faith. This was definitely a before or during Season 4 fic. But definitely after the Willow's spell. I will do one more sweep on Sinister Attraction and my saved fics...or pray someone writes a fic close to it! I know I read it. I thought I was mixing, but some details with others aren't jiving with some very descriptive details this author gave. Almost made me think of dark in the realm of Dreamsofspike with what Maggie did to Buffy. *Shudders* Then it toned down after. I know it was said it was a wonder Buffy didn't come out of the Maggie torture a mess.
Funny thing is in every single one of the fics all listed the factor missing is evil Maggie...lol I might take a looksie at Bloodshedverse too, just in case.
But thank you all for looking! I should have saved this one! Hopefully I can if I ever find it!