I'm looking for a fic where Buffy is in relationship with Spike. I remember that she was with Riley but they broke up and I guess it was under Joyce influence that Buffy gave Spike a chance. I recall the scene where Buffy was with Spike in his crypt and they were going to have their first time together. Buffy was shy about her nudity and covered herself and said that Riley didn't want to look at her naked or sth like that.