Season 3 fic where Buffy is raped or almost raped by a human while weak from the cruciamentum drugs

I read this story within the last year I'm sure, but for the life of me can't find it anywhere. I figured that I would cave and post this question here cause all of you seem to be awesome at finding lost fics.
So what I can remember is that Buffy was walking somewhere when she was attacked by a human male. Because of the cruciamentum drugs she was unable to fight him off. Spike finds her and is mad that something like that would happen to her. He takes her home. I also remember that Giles, Xander, and Willow come but she doesn't want to be around Giles or Xander. Giles because he gave her the drug that got her raped. Xander because he tried to rape her while possessed by the hyena spirit.
I wish I could remember more. I'm not even sure if this was long or short. Although I lean towards it being fairly short. I hope that one of you knows what I'm talking about. Thank you for any help you can offer.

This sounds like a short story that is at fanfiction.net. While it isn't an exact match for every single detail you have described, it is so close that I think it may be the story you are looking for.

Betrayal
Author: BEN-Beyond the Elusive Nomads
The week of the Cruciamentum, Buffy isn't hurt by her normal game, and when she wakes up she isn't the Buffy they all know. Written for HC Bingo on LJ.

Thanks for trying, but that's not it. Good story though. Wish it was longer. Maybe I'm combining a couple different stories. I know the one I'm looking for has Buffy getting raped or almost raped and Spike shows up. He gets mad and I'm pretty sure he kills the guy. He ends up taking Buffy home and stays to help her.

Me and a gun by Athenewolfe is a short where Buffy is raped on patrol and Spike finds her but it isn't cruciamentum based though. The culprit is found in the WIP sequel Twists of fate by Tasha (co authored). If you have mentally combined some, this could be in the mix?!!

Your original description sounds interesting though, I will keep an eye on this to see if anyone figures out which it was for you too!

I had never read either of those before, but I did enjoy them. Thanks for your suggestion.

I keep trying to think of more details of this story, but I just can't think of anything else that stands out.

Could it be

Helpless Again by ZoeGrace

But in that Spike helps her but I don't think she actually gets hurt.

It definitely could be. I can't remember if Spike found her in time. Do you know where I can find this story? I looked for it but couldn't track it down. Thanks.

I believe she took all her stories down. PM me and I'll send it to you so you can see if this is the one you are looking for.

Well I finally got a chance to read the story you sent and yet again it's not it. It was very similar though and definitely a good read. Thank you so much for sending all of those stories. You Rock! But back to searching for me.

Dang. It was worth a shot. Are you sure it was the cruiamentum? There's

Closure By Eowyn315

Summary: When Buffy finds herself assaulted after a Lowell House party with no memory of what happened, she turns to an unlikely ally to help put the pieces together and find the person who raped her. (Takes place after "A New Man.") BtVS Season 4

It's a great story, but it's a drunken/drugged story not a cruciamentum story. And she wasn't walking along she was at a party. Hmmmm...

There are other stories out there but they aren't spuffy. This is really bugging me.

No it's not that one either. I'm beginning to think I made this story up lol. I know I read it though. Maybe it was on the wayback machine and that's why I can't find it. Thank you everyone for trying to help.