All I remember is that Buffy becomes a vampire -not by Spike- and has a very hard time controlling herself and avoiding to eat people. (I think they actually restrain her at some point.) Spike tries to teach her how to control herself and becomes, sort of, her adoptive sire. I think that Spike is still evil and that it was a long fic. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to read the whole fic because I lost it.
I have been trying to find it for some time now with no success. I would be grateful if you managed to help me. |