Buffy struggles with spikes "size"

Can you tell us anything at all more about this fic? AH, Canon, location, ages, anything?

It's not "cold day in hell" as a friend suggested to me

Spuffy, mostly pwp, it's not AH or AR

I just remember Buffy and spike getting together and at first Buffy was struggling with spikes size

I repeat this was not a human fic

Non human ones where Spike's size is a concern(!)...

Claimed: The Price of a Mark by Spikes kittykat (see chap 8 feelings of guilt)
Thanks to a night of passion Angel is now Angelus. Buffy might deal with the consequences of her actions but cannot do so alone. The only one who can help her is Spike who seems to have all the answers...

Referenced in the first in the Labours of Love series You Only Un-Live Twice by LoobyLoo (see chap 3)
Giles casts a bonding spell on Buffy and Spike to help them get along better, as the Watchers Council have a big job for them, BUT like everything else, NOTHING goes smoothly for them, excepthe blinding ot sex!

I think there was a scene like that in a fic where Buffy was Spike's teacher. I don't know the name of the fic of the other though. Sorry. Hope this helps!

You are probably thinking of Head of the Class by paganbaby, but that is a human fic.

Oh, sorry. I didn't see the part where its not an all human fic.

There was a porn star one, but again that was all human. There was one by Mrs Muir that is Spike/Angel/Buffy where the first time is horrible but mostly because she's still a virgin and dry and it's difficult and Angel was there too. It sounds bad but it's a great story, trust me, and is mostly spuffy since Angel can't sleep with Buffy on his own. Three Hearts Entwined by Mrs Muir if anyone is interested in that one. But it doesn't seem like it would be the one you're looking for since I think Angel being around would be a big clue you would mention.

It's such a PWP theme, 'Oh! You're so big!', that it's hard to think what story you could be searching for.

It's none of the FICS above

It wasn't in the cheesy gawd you're so big way

It was , I'm really struggling here way...

Yeah i want to read this fic, so someone please find it

I may be getting two FICS confused here...
But I think it involved an insecure Buffy who at one point was laid on her bed reading a book on how to please your man, which she tried to hide from spike when he came in...,