Spike torn between Buffy and Dru

Hey All! I am looking for fics where Spike is torn between Buffy and Dru or Buffy and Other. I'd like it if there was some serious soul searching on Spike's part for who he will end up with. They can be vamp or human. Of course with the outcome being Spuffy. The heavier the angst the better.

The Bear's Prophecy and Warmth has Spike struggling between Buffy and an OC. I seem to remember a few of Herself's fics that do the same, though I can't recall which ones at the moment.

Mabel Marsters's The Fall of the Night does the same.

Maybe it's caught between two lovers by Pattyanne. :))