I remember reading a fic like this , but interested to know if there's any similar

In it buffy confessed to spike about being raped / molested / abused when she was younger

This was NOT A HUMAN FIC

If anyone has any suggestions , again not a human fix

I'd be appreciative

Not sure which one you already read. Post made me think of Closure by Eowyn315 [url=http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=2351][/url]

draconi9

Yes I've read that fic, and it's a good one

But that happens while buffy and spike know each other / are close

The fic I read , buffy admitted to spike about being assaulted when she was younger, I think it was pre being called or shortly after

Definetly happened when she was a teen