Hello. Does someone have a copy of the fic or know the link of Embracing Darkness by Spike Slayer Vixen? The link that I know no longer exist.

Plot: This fic is an answer to a challenge from Jay. It goes something like this. What if a few years after Angel left, Buffy is a sophomore in college, there is no Dawn and he mother keeps leaving on trips with her new boyfriend. Buffy feeling alone and hurt after conversation with Cordelia who had come down to Sunnydale to pay her a `visit'. Buffy decides to leave...Now four years later the Slayer returns, but she's found a new side to herself over the years and has brought back some company that defiantly wont be welcomed by all.. What happened to Buffy during those 4 years and why didn't anyone tell Angel?

Thank you very much.

This version of the fic is a B/A fic though, just with some B/S bits, but a B/A ending. The warning says that the author did a version to end as B/S, available on her website, but that isn't on Wayback from what I can see.