Hi, I'm looking for three stories by Squawks. If anyone around still have them?.. I'd be very grateful.
If someone is interested I have 'Swimfan'.
Summary: Spike is Buffy's swimming coach. He has been hateful to her since day one, a fact that hurts her because she is in love with him. Little does she know that his behaviour only serves to hide his own feelings. Tragic circumstances bring them closer together.
Thank you all!

Found them and more if someone's interested. Thanks to Stoney for sharing them with me!