btw I have reviewed before but someone else is using Beth so I have switched...i have a song for you and feel free not to use it, just trying to be helpful....it is Take me away from Avril Lavingne I cannot find a way to describe it It's there inside All I do is hide I wish that it would just go away What would you do You do if you knew What would you do Chorus All the pain I thought I knew All the thoughts lead back to you Back to what Was never said Back and forward Inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable come and take me away I feel like I'm all alone All by myself I need to get around this My words are cold I don't want them to hurt you If I show you I don't think you'd understand 'Cause no one understands Chorus I'm going nowhere on and on and I'm getting nowhere on and on and on I'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and on Chorus Take me away Break me away Take me away reminds me of Buffy's emotional state...

I love this Spike in you story. Just not this: He was hurt, but it he knew she would never be his, not really That makes me sad to read. ....

Way to go dawn. hopefully buffy will realize Spike is the one for her. Please update soon and often .