Summary: S5, Forever. Goes off-canon although I don't know yet how much. Joyce is dead and Buffy is just beginning to understand that. Learning that someone she'd never expected to shares her grief, she finds comfort where she'd never thought to look.
Rated: 15
Categories: General Fics Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No
Word count: 3992 Read: 3159
Published: 12/18/2008 Updated: 01/11/2009
1. Helplessness and Denial by Zaira [Reviews - 10] 
(1279 words)
A/N: This is my first ever Spuffy fic, so please don't be too harsh.
The dialogue in the beginning is taken from the episode. It's one of my most painful, Aw-poor-Spike scenes.
Disclaimer: Yes, we all want Spike, but we just can't have him. Me neither. Nothing is mine.
2. Is There A Crumb In Crumbling? by Zaira [Reviews - 5] (2713 words)
Hi! Thank you all for your awesome reviews!! I'm sorry this took a while, but I followed the suggestion of the admins and went to find a beta. So not only have I to thank her for improving my work, but you all can thank her, because without her I wouldn't be able to give you this. I hope you enjoy!