Summary: *New Summary* An abused Buffy tries to get over the pain of losing her mother as she moves into a new town and makes new friends. With an abusive alcoholic , but yet still a powerful businessman, as a father she learns to trust people. Having that trust challenged by people she cares for. How will things work out in the end for Buffy Summers?
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 34872

Summary: NEW SUMMARY: Spike goes on a quest to atone for wronging Buffy. But, there are people in high places that do not want him to succeed- or survive. If he does, will he change the world? Canon until "Seeing Red" goes AU from there. NOMINATED at the Spuffy Awards Round 12 "BtVS Rewritten" & "Best WIP, Best Angst/Drama" at BIFA and at the Spark & Burn Awards. Also NOMINATED at LLGA ROUND 20 Best Angst, Plot and Saga! WINNER Fang Fetish Round 5: Best Supporting Character- Giles. RUNNER UP at the Spark and Burn Awards 2nd round for "Best Angst" and "Best Fight Scene."
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 81 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 134861

Summary: *11-28-06: 'Sunshine' sequel added/complete* Every night, phone in hand, Buffy Summers gives men a living soundtrack for their fantasies. He started out as just another job—but what happens when ‘Spike’ steps out of the phone and into her life as the very real William, her stepfather’s brother?

And please notice all the warnings, this is not a fluffy story--but it is Spuffy. *Nominated at the Forbidden Awards for Best Spuffy Long and the Spark and Burn Awards for Best Dark and Best Fantasy and at the Cradle of Humanity Awards for Best Story--thank you!* Runner Up for Best Spuffy at Big Bad Awards
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 57 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 88315

Summary: COMPLETED Buffy Summers is successful and content with every aspect of her life save one: her sex life. Sick of methodical vanilla sex with her current boyfriend, she still has never been able to achieve an honest first-rate orgasm in her entire life. Then one day she stumbles upon a mysterious escort service online that offers her hope of a perfect sexual experience and impulsively decides to seek out their help. What starts as a simple business transaction turns into a night of unbridled passion-filled sex with the handsome stranger the service pairs her with, leaving both of them to question if once is truly enough. Special noteThis is NOT porn without plot. Matter of fact it's loaded with plot. Please do not shy away from this theme as I think you will be pleasantly surprised as to what's really inside. Thanks. Comedy/Romance/Angst/& good Spuffy Luvin. Awards won: Round 12 of Spuffy Awards: Best Fantasy Author (readers choice), Best Fantasy Romance (judges choice), Best Fantasy "We Missed the Bed Again" (judges choice), and Judges Pick. Round 3 at Forbidden Awards: The Sensual Award. Spuffy Awards Round 13: Judges hand picked for special acknowledgment. Current Nom: Spark and Burn for Best pwp, best romance and best Spike characterization.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 37 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 194741

Summary: Buffy is married to Angel O' Connor. Spike is a family friend who comes to visit the O'Connors one weekend. Secrets are revealed and past problems are resurfaced as Buffy's family falls apart. Who knows what and what are they hiding? There is extreme angst in this story; please do not read if you do not like that sort of thing Nominated at The Breathless Awards. Thank you!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 77803

Summary: After the death of her husband, Joyce is forced to move with her four children back to Sunnydale to live with the parents that disowned her years ago. At Rayne Manor, siblings William and Elizabeth try to protect their family from their evil grandmother Drusilla, while uncovering secrets of the past and creating a few of their own. Loosely based on the book 'Flowers in the Attic.' WARNING: Will eventually deal with incest.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 58 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 141481

Summary: >: High school fic. When Spike transfers from England to Sunnydale High he finds himself instantly accepted by the ‘popular group’, a group who like to make a target out of the most unpopular kids in school. Buffy Summers used to be the most popular girl at school, until one day everything changed, and now she finds herself victim of the people who used to call themselves her best friends. What happens when the new guy, Spike, is forced to take her out on a date as part of his initiation into the popular group? Winner of the Judge's Choice for best fantasy angst at the Spuffy Awards!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31900

Summary: Starts as a season 2 fic after Buffy makes a gut decision.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 72652

Summary: Buffy Summers is a young aspiring actress who is a recluse. William "Spike" Simons is an famous actor who is coming out of a bad break up with his long time girlfriend Drusilla. In order to boost there careers their managers set them up in a fake relationship. But how fake will it end up being?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 33488