Summary: When Buffy is brought back from the dead she wants to die, until a dead man makes her feel alive and gives her something to live for. Set after Smashed skipping the events of Tabula Rasa. When new circumstances come about the Slayer has a choice to make. Meanwhile a prophecy develops that will bring Angel back into her life.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 27 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 56354
Member Since: 04/06/2006
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Anything writen is from my overactive imagination.
I was always told in english class to write what I know so some of the stuff in my stories are from my hometown and my real life!
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Anything writen is from my overactive imagination.
I was always told in english class to write what I know so some of the stuff in my stories are from my hometown and my real life!
Yahoo IM: 
stateofmind
Favorite Stories
[Report This] Published: 02/08/2012 Updated: 09/18/2013
Summary: Story: Sequel to Father of Mine, this part of the story follows Buffy & Spike as they begin to plan for their future. Living together presents its own difficulties as does raising a family, but what about the past. Buffy & Spike didn't take a lot of time to work through their issues or get reacquainted. Will their new start be over before it ever really has a chance to begin?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4572
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4572
[Report This] Published: 08/05/2009 Updated: 08/02/2013
Summary: This takes place in Season 6 after the episode "Gone". Dawn is found to be missing after having been kidnapped and accidentally opening up a portal to a different dimension. The only ones who can save her are Buffy and Spike.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 61 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 108885
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 61 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 108885
[Report This] Published: 11/05/2009 Updated: 03/08/2013
Summary: Buffy is an innocent seventeen year old girl living in a small town. When new neighbors move in down the street, things finally get interesting in her perfect little life. Two teens who are completely different realize that they're also exactly the same.
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 165426
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 41 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 165426
[Report This] Published: 12/08/2011 Updated: 01/02/2013
Summary: Set in post season 7, Buffy is trying to cope. Sunnydale is gone. Spike is dead, but Buffy’s feelings for him are stronger than ever. Instead of forcing herself to move on, Buffy turns to magic and it brings her an unexpected surprise.
Story for the following prompt: Open to any author who thinks they might do my request justice. I would like a fun story where our HEA Spuffy couple (living together) have to deal with Spike’s Victorian mother after she is brought forth in time. Would like story to include: – many show characters – fun/snarky banter -NC-17 -scandalized mother
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 39916
Story for the following prompt: Open to any author who thinks they might do my request justice. I would like a fun story where our HEA Spuffy couple (living together) have to deal with Spike’s Victorian mother after she is brought forth in time. Would like story to include: – many show characters – fun/snarky banter -NC-17 -scandalized mother
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 39916
[Report This] Published: 06/26/2013 Updated: 10/16/2013
Summary: Season 5. Begins with ‘Spiral’ in the abandoned gas station, and goes *far* off-canon almost immediately.
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Main Character Death. Plenty of angst.
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfic Awards Winner: Best Characterization, Female: BuffyBot/Joan, Best Unconventional Pairing (Spike, Buffy, BuffyBot), Best Romance
Runner up: Best Plot, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Angst
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 327350
When Dawn makes the ultimate sacrifice to save her sister, friends, and the world, Buffy’s mind snaps. When Buffy's friends give up hope of her ever recovering, and become afraid that she’ll turn violent and uncontrollable, they call in the Council to help. Fearing what the Council will do, Spike, forgotten and ignored by her friends, steps in. Will he be able to reach the Slayer when no one else could? Will he be able to keep her out of the hands of the Council and away from her ‘helpful’ friends? How much heartbreak, guilt, and failure can one girl stand before her indestructible spirit finally resigns the fight and gives up hope?
WARNINGS: Threesome B/G/G action involving Spike, Buffy, and BuffyBot. Main Character Death. Plenty of angst.
Sunnydale Memorial Fanfic Awards Winner: Best Characterization, Female: BuffyBot/Joan, Best Unconventional Pairing (Spike, Buffy, BuffyBot), Best Romance
Runner up: Best Plot, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Angst
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Character Death, Freaky/Kinky, Rape, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 327350
[Report This] Published: 01/23/2013 Updated: 12/10/2013
Summary: Spike sees Buffy in an L.A. night club. He would worry about talking to her... If he wasn't hurled into a past dimension by an accidental wish. Our Buffy fights to find him as Spike decides to change this past.
Note! Spike is in a past dimension, so it does not effect the future.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 39854
Note! Spike is in a past dimension, so it does not effect the future.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Character Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 39854
[Report This] Published: 10/19/2012 Updated: 09/29/2013
Summary: As Spike and Drusilla roar into Sunnydale, Buffy and the Scoobies must face a town going mad as well as the two aforementioned master vampires. As the plot thickens, we realize that the key to this mystery is a lost child of Aurelius, sired long after Angel was cursed...
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24215
Categories: General Fics, NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24215
[Report This] Published: 12/08/2012 Updated: 08/22/2013