Summary: There’s a glitch using those Ghorah eggs as a surprising result develops from Dawns attempt to bring back her mother. Those developments both thrill and horrify Spike as the scoobies and Buffy discover the man behind the mask. Can a mothers love heal and bind or should the past be left in the grave?
Setting: Season 5 mid episode "Forever" going AU from there. Liberal changes made to the ritual Dawn uses for the resurrection spell.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 76266
Member Since: 06/07/2006
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Not much to say really. I don't write much Buffy, but what there is I wanted to share with the wider audience.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
Not much to say really. I don't write much Buffy, but what there is I wanted to share with the wider audience.
Favorite Stories
[Report This] Published: 10/13/2006 Updated: 07/16/2007
Summary: A little Post "Chosen" Christmas-y goodness, Ats Post "Destiny" for reference points) Another Christmas, on another Hellmouth, somewhere other than Cleveland. Completed.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10288
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10288
[Report This] Published: 11/27/2004 Updated: 11/27/2004
Summary: 
Buffy enlists Spike's help for revenge against poophead Parker. What happens when Buffy asks if she is still Spike's girl? See how becoming Spike's mate changes Buffy's life forever. This story has sexual situations between Spike and Buffy; please be warned.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 110163
Buffy enlists Spike's help for revenge against poophead Parker. What happens when Buffy asks if she is still Spike's girl? See how becoming Spike's mate changes Buffy's life forever. This story has sexual situations between Spike and Buffy; please be warned.Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 110163
[Report This] Published: 10/11/2005 Updated: 05/02/2008
Summary: Season 4 - Starts with the episode "Something Blue" and goes off canon from there. Spike and the Scoobies have no idea what the chip is capable of... and once it starts to misfire, Spike becomes a wealth of information. Giles becomes obessed with Spike's new-found ability and Buffy starts to look at him in a new light. But what will Riley and the Commandos do when they catch Spike in this state? Will the Scoobies save him in time? Do they even want to? Not the usual "Something Blue" fic.
***WINNER Runner Up Best Episode Stealer, Round 5 Spark & Burn Awards!***
Thank you!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 118753
***WINNER Runner Up Best Episode Stealer, Round 5 Spark & Burn Awards!***
Thank you!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 118753
[Report This] Published: 07/12/2007 Updated: 12/30/2008
Summary: “I was once a bad ass vampire, but love…and a pesky curse defanged me. Now I’m just a big, fluffy puppy with bad teeth.” Okay…actually that had nothing to do with the plot, but I love that quote. Anyway…think post-Chosen and a little blonde Slayer ready to get back what’s hers – at any cost. Spells, time travel, and a whole lot of fluffy goodness!
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33315
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 33315
[Report This] Published: 04/28/2008 Updated: 07/21/2008
Summary: Post Season 5, veers from Canon, but uses elements that were seemingly left discarded by the writers. Winner Round 11 Sexiest Bite and Judge's Choice Award at Vampire's Kiss Awards; Winner Round 5: Best Spike Hero story at Lost in Spike Awards; Winner at Love's Last Glimpse Awards Round 8 for Best Spike Characterization. Another set of nominations! Thanks! Nominee, Round 6, Lost in Spike Awards for Best Long Story, Best Love Story and Best Written
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 53 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 144089
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 53 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 144089
[Report This] Published: 12/08/2004 Updated: 05/02/2006
Summary: Six months after the battle with Angelus and his forces.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 158891
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 158891
[Report This] Published: 06/25/2007 Updated: 09/08/2010
Summary: This is a continuation of Origins, and picks up shortly after the end of the first book. What happens to everyone now that Willow is gone from Revello Drive and Angel knows? Winner, Best Spike Hero, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 5; Judge's Choice Winner, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 5; Runner-up, Best WIP, Blood Ties Awards, Round 1; Runner-up, Best Claiming, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 7, Winner, Best Written, Lost In Spike Awards, Round 7, Judge's Choice Award, Lost in Spike Awards, Round 7; Runner-up, Best Spike Characterization, Spuffy Awards, Round 8; Winner, Best Crossover, Love's Last Glimpse Award, Round 11. And one for me -- Runner-up, Best Author, Love's Last Glimpse Awards, Round 11. Winner: Best Original Use of a supporting character for Dawn, Round One, Fang Fetish Awards. Judge's Choice Winner for Round One, Fang Fetish Awards
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 78 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 322050
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 78 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 322050
[Report This] Published: 03/12/2005 Updated: 05/30/2007
Summary: 
What if it wasn't Angel who left S3? Feeling lost Buffy heads off to find who she is without Angel and her Sunnydale friends and Spike just happens to be on the same personal journey.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75597
What if it wasn't Angel who left S3? Feeling lost Buffy heads off to find who she is without Angel and her Sunnydale friends and Spike just happens to be on the same personal journey. Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 26 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 75597
[Report This] Published: 08/02/2005 Updated: 08/29/2006
Summary: A time travel fic with a twist.
What if you realised that a Champion for the PTBs might actually cause more bad than good without really intending to do so? A group of desperate people make a last ditch attempt to save themselves, save lost loved ones and save the world by going back in time and taking drastic action. The needs of the many outweighing the needs of the few. The title of this fic is ripped off from one of my all time favourite Film Noir films
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9561
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 9561
[Report This] Published: 08/08/2007 Updated: 08/29/2007
Summary: Answer to Wulfie's Challenge 109 on the Bloodshedverse. Season 6 Buffy and Spike are sent back to season 2 by a nerd invented time travel device. Disclaimer: Joss owns the characters of BTVS. I am not making any money off of this fic. Please don’t sue me. Beta'd by AtheneHahn till chapter 25 then Spikeslovebite for the remainder. Special thanks to MaryPerk for all her help and wonderful advice. Winner of the WIP and Runner up in the Memories Catagories at the Fang Fetish Awards (round three). Nominated at the Love's Last Glimpse Awards (Round 16) in the WIP, Challenge Reponse, and Original Character (Wolfie) categories.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 73882
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 51 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 73882
[Report This] Published: 05/26/2007 Updated: 08/18/2007
Summary: A world away from the Hellmouth, Buffy is moving on with her life. When a case brings her to LA she discovers something that had previously existed only in her dreams. Will she get the chance to voice her unheard thoughts before it’s too late? Set in Season 5 of the Angel timeline, during the episode ‘Damage’.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 52095
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 52095
[Report This] Published: 03/17/2006 Updated: 08/24/2007
Summary: 
What if things had gone just a little differently when Spike came to Buffy for help after he was chipped? Goes seriously AU after 'Pangs'.
Winner of Best General Long Fiction and Judges' Choice General Excellent Author at the Spuffy Awards! Thank you, all the mods and everyone who voted for me! Nominated for Best Sex and Best Alternate Reality at the Spark and Burn Awards!
Much as I'd love to own Spike (as who doesn't) you know the drill. Joss, ME and Fox own everything. I'm just playing in their sandbox.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28403
What if things had gone just a little differently when Spike came to Buffy for help after he was chipped? Goes seriously AU after 'Pangs'.
Winner of Best General Long Fiction and Judges' Choice General Excellent Author at the Spuffy Awards! Thank you, all the mods and everyone who voted for me! Nominated for Best Sex and Best Alternate Reality at the Spark and Burn Awards!
Much as I'd love to own Spike (as who doesn't) you know the drill. Joss, ME and Fox own everything. I'm just playing in their sandbox.Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 28403
[Report This] Published: 05/03/2008 Updated: 05/05/2008
Summary: Buffy Summers is a widow from Tennessee, circa 1881.
She travels to the Territory of Wyoming to teach school and encounters various characters on the way...
Spuffy, Spuffy, Spuffy, of course.
Starts pretty mildly, then gets better, promise.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 115299
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 115299
[Report This] Published: 01/27/2005 Updated: 02/26/2005
Summary: Spike blanks out while searching for the Slayer, and finds himself in a magic-induced liplock. In the heat of confusion, he offers Buffy a truce, and throws a series of events in motion that will change both their lives forever.
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 98392
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 29 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 98392
[Report This] Published: 10/31/2006 Updated: 06/12/2017
Summary: Spike recsues a strange creature and Buffy sees him with new eyes. I couldn't help myself this idea wouldn't go away so I wrote it. Please forgive me.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8283
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 8283
[Report This] Published: 02/14/2005 Updated: 02/14/2005
Summary: A Christmas Eve wish by a fountain in Rome leads Buffy to a strange place where she's reunited with her soul's mate. However circumstances show her that all is not as it appears to be.
This is a Buffy/William, Buffy/Spike fic, but ultimately Buffy/Spike.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17099
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17099
[Report This] Published: 12/27/2004 Updated: 12/31/2004
Summary: Set during Season V, Buffy and Spike meet on neutral ground and reveal parts of themselves that others never see. Inspired by a poem that Spike might have read as a young man. Selected as a Judge's Choice in the 12th round of the Spuffy Awards.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 49815
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 49815
[Report This] Published: 06/07/2006 Updated: 05/08/2010
Summary: After the Battle in LA Riley brings news to Buffy which will change things for ever.
Goes VERY off canon after the Battle of Sunnydale
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 85431
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Horror, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 45 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 85431
[Report This] Published: 09/14/2007 Updated: 09/11/2008
Summary: Starts as a season 2 fic after Buffy makes a gut decision.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 72652
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 72652
[Report This] Published: 02/01/2006 Updated: 01/25/2009
Summary: Alternate Season V - written for the banner for fic challenges at WriterCon UK, the requirements were Spike-Dawn friendship, Scooby teamwork and a vist from an old friend. Funny how with all that, it turned out Spuffy anyway. :) Begins with Dawn calling Spike on his obvious feelings for Buffy and goes from there. Non-canon.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20947
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 20947
[Report This] Published: 08/06/2007 Updated: 08/15/2007
Summary: Giles casts a bonding spell on Buffy and Spike to help them get along better, as the Watchers Council have a big job for them, BUT like everything else, NOTHING goes smoothly for them, excepthe blinding ot sex!
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38306
Categories: Porn w/o Plot fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 38306
[Report This] Published: 02/05/2005 Updated: 02/15/2005