Summary: The scars on her face have made her a recluse but when the bleached stranger barges into the small town like a black clad hurricane, he throws her quiet life right out of whack. He’s aggravating, unpredictable, and oh so hot.
The destiny she never thought she’d have is set in motion the minute she starts having dreams of being someone else. But how can she figure out what it means when she forgets as soon as she wakes up?
The story is AU but it’s a world that has all the supernatural in it.
Nominated at SunnyD, Round 26, for Best Plot, Best NC-17, Best Romance. A massive thank you for nominating me!! :)
Won Best NC-17 and got a Runner Up for Best Plot. Thank, you thank, you, thank you to those of you who voted!!! :D I'm the happiest writer in the world.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Child Abuse, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 48 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 137157
Member Since: 05/09/2008
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I write BTVS and Angel drabbles that I post on Live Journal.
Membership status: Member
Bio:
I write BTVS and Angel drabbles that I post on Live Journal.
Favorite Stories
[Report This] Published: 07/10/2011 Updated: 05/01/2012
Summary: Set season 6 Smashed re-write goes off canon after that.
I always wanted to see things go differently in smashed, i think if Spike had done a few things different that night him and Buffy would have had a real chance. It's all about choices so here is my take.
For the purposes of this fic "Once with more feeling" never happened so the gang is unaware about Buffy being in heaven, Willow and Tara have broken up but it was because Tara couldn't forgive her for doing the memory spell on her.
Categories: NC-17 Fics, General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1004
I always wanted to see things go differently in smashed, i think if Spike had done a few things different that night him and Buffy would have had a real chance. It's all about choices so here is my take.
For the purposes of this fic "Once with more feeling" never happened so the gang is unaware about Buffy being in heaven, Willow and Tara have broken up but it was because Tara couldn't forgive her for doing the memory spell on her.
Categories: NC-17 Fics, General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 1004
[Report This] Published: 06/22/2010 Updated: 06/22/2010
Summary: Thanks to a night of passion Angel is now Angelus. Buffy might deal with the consequences of her actions but cannot do so alone. The only one who can help her is Spike who seems to have all the answers...
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 63078
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 63078
[Report This] Published: 04/23/2010 Updated: 08/18/2010
Summary: ...::...Challenge Response to SinisterChic over at Elysian Fields...::...
For specifics, see the A/N.
Clem plays matchmaker in setting our favourite couple together. But since this *is* Spike and Buffy we're talking about, is a happy ending truly possible? And Clem is in for a few surprises of his own...and maybe his own happy ending!
Set in Season 6, post Smashed.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14224
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14224
[Report This] Published: 07/04/2009 Updated: 07/29/2009
Summary: Each summer, Buffy Summers traveled from the States to England to visit her Grandparents and a good friend of hers, Spike, who lived next door. Then, one summer--the summer Buffy turned sixteen--things changed; she and Spike fell in love. But the summer Buffy turned eighteen, she left Spike so she could return to school and start her career. She returns to England a decade later, and everything has changed Just a couple of chappies.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3209
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 3209
[Report This] Published: 07/27/2009 Updated: 07/29/2009
Summary: William Giles would rather spend his last month before heading off to college in the library reading, but he is determined to be a good sport and let his father and stepmother enjoy their yearly family camping trip. Light-hearted reluctance becomes something much more powerful when he discovers that the girl who broke his heart three summers earlier will be joining the fun.
Buffy Summers isn't really a fan of mysteries, but she is drawn to one inscrutable young man with shocking blue eyes. Can she solve the puzzle or will she simply end up watching the stars alone?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12397
Buffy Summers isn't really a fan of mysteries, but she is drawn to one inscrutable young man with shocking blue eyes. Can she solve the puzzle or will she simply end up watching the stars alone?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12397
[Report This] Published: 09/20/2011 Updated: 09/23/2011
Summary: **Sequel to Lose Control** (Which I strongly suggest reading because you will be lost!) After losing his one great love, a hopeless Slayer stumbles through his life in waves of depression as he tumbles into the darkness of despair. Can an Slayer who has lost all hope and control of his life make it back into the light?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23726
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 23726
[Report This] Published: 04/04/2008 Updated: 10/31/2011
Summary: AU all human fic. WARNING: this is a half sibling fic (same dad) if that's not for you then go no further otherwise enjoy!
Buffy and Spike are half siblings who have the same father but Spike has spend the past two years fighting his attraction to Buffy and with only two weeks left before he leaves for college he thinks he is home free but when their parents decided to go away on a second honeymoon Spike finds himself alone for the full two weeks with the object of his every desire.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 26342
Buffy and Spike are half siblings who have the same father but Spike has spend the past two years fighting his attraction to Buffy and with only two weeks left before he leaves for college he thinks he is home free but when their parents decided to go away on a second honeymoon Spike finds himself alone for the full two weeks with the object of his every desire.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Buffy/Other, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 26342
[Report This] Published: 06/09/2011 Updated: 03/02/2012
Summary: It is always darkest before the dawn. . .
Categories: General
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4216
Categories: General
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 4216
[Report This] Published: 06/30/2011 Updated: 06/30/2011
Summary: Buffy Finn is having an affair with her daughter's teacher, Mr. Pratt. Will they be caught in the act?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34397
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 34397
[Report This] Published: 12/10/2010 Updated: 01/05/2011
Summary: Pissed that Drusilla dragged him back to the Hellmouth, Spike has to find SOME way to amuse himself. Pretending to have a soul, he decides to sweep the Slayer off her feet before going in for the kill. Trouble is, feelings (and grandsires) always get in the way.
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 67877
Categories: Serial Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 67877
[Report This] Published: 01/12/2006 Updated: 08/09/2010
Summary: Detailing one day in the life of our couple. We've seen them in battle, and we've seen them in bed (or, well, missing the bed). Now we get to see them in the happily ever after as they contend with flooded apartments, grocery shopping, and nosy teenage Slayers.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9243
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9243
[Report This] Published: 11/04/2011 Updated: 11/04/2011
Summary: Porn with a smidgen of plot. Season 2. Set immediately after ‘I Only Have Eyes For You.’ Buffy, needing a night to herself, finds a quiet bar where she can drown her sorrows and release a little tension. Little did she know who would be in the same bar, watching her from the shadows, offering a release even if only for one night... Much to his surprise, she accepts, and he gets a little something in return...
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7651
Categories: Ficlets/Song Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Buffy/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7651
[Report This] Published: 10/13/2009 Updated: 10/15/2009
Summary: Spike Giles meets Buffy Summers and uses her before she can him, teaching her a lesson it would have taken her years to learn otherwise. They don't belong together, or so they try to tell themselves, but no one can resist the pull of the current forever before succumbing to the inevitable and accepting the fact that they're drowning
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16475
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16475
[Report This] Published: 07/10/2009 Updated: 06/22/2011
Summary: It has almost been a year since Buffy and the potentials along with the Scoobies closed the hellmouth in Sunnydale. Buffy goes to LA to visit Angel only to find he's been hiding a secret from her, but Buffy has a secret of her own.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17739
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 17739
[Report This] Published: 07/30/2009 Updated: 01/07/2010
Summary: Spike runs into Buffy years after leaving her behind one night without even a goodbye. 12 year old hearts were broken and now 22 year old hearts remain un-mended, can they remember the fairytale life they were supposed to share together and live it, or is that one best forgot?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16828
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 16828
[Report This] Published: 08/09/2007 Updated: 07/16/2009
Summary: Newly made vampire Buffy Summers is in need of a new Sire. She makes her way to Sunnydale where she will be apointed one. Who will it be? What happened to her old one?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4177
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Rape, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4177
[Report This] Published: 12/23/2011 Updated: 04/03/2012
Summary: Set during Tabula Rasa, a brief snafu in the spell Willow performed causes Giles and Spike to be hurled back in time to the places they desire to revisit the most; Spike goes back a few years earlier during Willow’s “will be done” fiasco, and Giles to London in 1853, where he meets a young, beautiful woman named Anne.
Categories: Comedy fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Parody
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4614
Categories: Comedy fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Parody
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4614
[Report This] Published: 06/24/2008 Updated: 01/04/2010
Summary: Set in Season 2. A different version of Halloween. Instead of wearing the 18th century dress, Buffy's friends pick out a few things that they thought would have a 'nice' affect on the demon community. But it results in something that they were not expecting at all. Goes totally AU starting with Halloween. [I will change the summary once I think of a better one.]
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 20083
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 20083
[Report This] Published: 08/27/2008 Updated: 06/13/2009
Summary: Description: Post NFA. Spike returns to LA after being gone for almost seven years. He doesn’t know why he came back, until he meets a little girl that will change his life forever.
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57169
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 57169
[Report This] Published: 10/31/2007 Updated: 11/01/2012
Summary: Dawn Pratt is tired of all her friends having a thing for her father, so she stops inviting them over to her house. She takes a chance on Buffy Summers, a new friend of hers, not realizing that was the one girl she never should have invited over.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27969
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 27969
[Report This] Published: 04/11/2009 Updated: 08/06/2009
Summary: Buffy is seventeen and William is twenty-eight. He is her next door neighbour. One day, he finds himself unable to ignore the fact that the gawky fourteen year old he once knew is blossoming into a gorgeous young woman...
*****WINNER***** AT THE RWSA AWARDS ROUND 2 - BEST WIP!!
*****RUNNER UP****** AT THE CRADLE OF HUMANITY AWARDS ROUND 2 - RESPECTED FAMILY AWARD!!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24764
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 24764
[Report This] Published: 06/17/2008 Updated: 11/02/2008
Summary: Buffy and Spike have been apart for eleven years. When tragedy strikes they are thrown together once more. How will they work together to make it through, and is their love still there after all those years? AH
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 48954
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 48954
[Report This] Published: 07/23/2010 Updated: 05/30/2011
Summary: When Buffy was left broken and battered after a night on the town, she only felt comfortable turning to one person—her lifelong best friend and future medical student—Spike. Nominated for Best Angst in the Cradle of Humanity awards Round 3. Thank you so much!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 15381
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 15381
[Report This] Published: 09/01/2008 Updated: 09/27/2009
Summary: After the events of the Season 6 episode, Flooded, Buffy returns from her visit with Angel to find a helpful surprise awaiting her.
Categories: Comedy fics, General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5383
Categories: Comedy fics, General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 5383
[Report This] Published: 09/05/2010 Updated: 10/20/2010