IMO, one of the most effective scenes on the show was during First Date in Season 7, in the upstairs hallway after Spike tells Buffy he no longer hopes for a cozy little crypt for two. The look on his face as Buffy walks away. It devastates and breaks me.
I've got some major sad carp going on IRL right now and I could really use some fic where Spike has just given up on anyone ever loving him and thinks he is unlovable.
Preferably while he is souled. Preferably not anything by Herself, who is Queen of Angst, since I have most of her fic memorized.
Thank you in advance.
Peyton |