Hi, I'm searching for fics where Spike is a human or has an heartbeat anyway but he keeps his demon's strenght. Not Spike as the slayer though. Do fics like that exist?

Whispers in the dark By Spikes_Slayer08 but i don't think that happens till the end of this fic but a really good read regardless.

Summary: Set end of season 2 goes off canon just before Becoming Part 1.
When Spike finds he can walk again, he goes to Buffy to make a truce, coming together to put a stop to Angelus and Drusilla's plans but when Spike shows up at Buffy's house one night to talk strategy he is horrified to find Buffy beaten, bloody and raped on the bathroom floor a snarling Angelus standing over her.
After saving her life he finds the once vibrant slayer is now broken and scared. Will he be able to save her? Or will she be lost forever?

I can't post links but i'm pretty sure its posted here of Spuffy realm.... Um i can't really think of any others off the top of my head. I hope this helps

Daylight and it's follow up, When the Daybreaks by Addie Logan. Both are here on TSR and ELysian Fields. I think they're both on the BSV also.