I know the title matches quite a few fics out there, but it wouldn't fit any more detail. Like most of my fic requests I only remember a scene and basic storyline. I believe that Buffy and Spike begin an illegal affair, maybe he's her teacher? Eventually they get found out and Spike is forced to leave. At the end, she is given the address of where to find him, I believe by Joyce. She goes and it ends with them in a house, he had bought for her maybe? I remember a description of a lot of windows, and Spike facing out crying while they talked and it was raining? Then eventually made up though and I think the ended scene or close to it was them making love. | 
