I would LOVE some stories where an "evil" Spike loves Buffy desperately but is still trying to hide it like in Season 5 before Crush. Kinda like Charms of the Clarion or West of the Moon. It can be another season where he falls for her earlier too. Or even AU. Just Bad Boy Spike hopelessly in love with her but trying to protect himself. Pretty Please

Thanx!

Bloody Soul by Kallysten

Don't know if he would count as evil--he does SPOILERSPOILERSPOILER lose his soul later in the story--but otherwise, it fits your request.

Is that series still available? I thought she shut down her site?

Here is a link:

Bloody Soul by Kallysten

Story goes AU at the end of Becoming 2. Rewrite of season 3. Buffy/Angel for part of the story, spuffy undertones throughout.

That only links to the first story in the series.

The Bloody 'verse

Bloody Soul - 26 chapters

PG-13 - Complete - Starts and goes AU at the end of Becoming 2. Rewrite of season 3.
The wrong vampire gets souled at the end of season 2.

Fallen Demon - 25 chapters

NC-17 - Complete - Sequel to Bloody Soul
Spuffy rewrite of season 4.

Heaven's Key - 25 chapters

NC-17 - Complete - Sequel to Fallen Demon.
Spuffy rewrite of season 5.

Secret Hell - 25 chapters

NC-17 - Complete - Sequel to Heaven's Key
Spike is brought back to the world and tries to find himself, and Buffy.

The site is gone but this link is on wayback.
http://web.archive.org/web/20100103081753/http://fanfic.kallysten.net/menu.html

She knows he loves her in the rest, though.

I can't seem to get these links to work. I can get to where it lists the series but it doesn't have the links for the individual stories...

I didn't check that.

I just put the site in and that's the link that came up.

This thread you can get copies of the stories.

https://www.spikeluver.com/Forum/index.php?action=vthread&forum=6&topic=2220