Buffy is old and Willow gave her some kind of magical birthday present that allows her to travel to alternate realities. She misses Spike. The alternate realities are as follows:
A reality with a beach scene where she quit slaying, has an open relationship with Spike, no Dawn.
A reality where Buffy is married to Riley but sleeps with Spike. She has children with Riley. Spike ends up dust.
A reality where Spike did force himself on Buffy which made her not trust him enough to wear the amulet. The world ends. Spike is with Faith.
A reality where Buffy came back wrong and Spike and Dawn have her caged to save her from the Scoobies.
Then the last one I can remember is where Spike is a animal? Or something.
I don't know if this is a WIP or completed that's kinda why I'm looking for it. So I can finish reading it. | 
