Hey, I'm looking for some fics where Buffy has a rough childhood, maybe abused, she lives with her dad and he drinks and hits her maybe. She grows up and shies away from people.
She meets Spike and he learns more about her, he cares about her.
So yeah, IDK, just feel like reading something like that. NC-17 or AO ratings only please, and completed fics only please

Thanks!

I think you will like this one. It's complete.

How to Save a Life by Kiera Thornton

Summary: Buffy's the shy girl and Spike's the bad boy. They get paired together by Principal Snyder and a hesitant friendship forms. Then he finds out her darkest secret... Can he save her? This story is GRAPHIC. It's not for the faint of heart.

Needing Love by Kirst here at SR

thank you guys! Needing Love sounds pretty good and il probably check it out
and How to Save a Life sounds good but i learned my lesson the hard way with the "Character Death" warning and I shy away from those now, lol. But thank you both so much!

it's not a spuffy death if thats what your worried about. The death itself doesn't really have an impact its the 1 or 2 chapters that lead up to the death that makes it a little.. i'm not sure how to put it, but don't shy away from it because your scared of a buffy or spike death

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Oh okay, if it's neither of them then i don't really care, thank you so much! Il check it out
I was just scared cuz one where buffy died like broke me up inside, and even though the fic was really great and had a sequel where they got her back and saved her life, I still like broke down crying from the first one. I have too many emotions lol. Spuffy is SO deeply in my heart