Suicidle Buffy

I'd like to read fic there Buffy attempt suicide. Might be AU, AH or Buffyverse

I do know Dreams and Nightmare

Scars by JamesMFan
Summary: Set during Season 4, no Riley and Spike doesn't have a chip. Buffy is still reeling from the events of the past year, where she was scarred both physically and mentally. Now, to make matters worse Spike's back in town.

Abled by PassionFish
Summary: WIP After a violent accident Buffy finds herself all alone, and Spike is the only one that can handle her.

Love is Blind by Avalon
Summary: When Buffy is blinded, Spike, of all people, becomes her only hope.


The pathway to hell (is paved with good intentions) by jamies_lady
Summary: after Spike is killed in LA Buffy is in London, just one of the slayers

Blood and Fire by Addie Logan
http://spikeluver.com/SpuffyRealm/viewstory.php?sid=14047&warning=NC-17

Summary: A young woman goes looking for revenge and finds more than she bargained for... (set in an alternate season 2)

First of all, SJP: it would be so cool to find out that THE SJP was a closet spuffy fan. LOL

Anyway, there is an all human one where Buffy has attempted suicide while in high school and the gang talk about it in the beginning when she comes back to school. And there's another all human one where Spike is an orderly I think in a mental ward where Buffy has been committed after a suicide attempt. In fact there may be more than one of the latter. Now if I (or someone) could just remember the names of these stories.... Sigh.

SMac


Never read this. Thanks for the link.

You're welcome. Now if I could only find the stories I referenced above, which was not this one I stumbled across while looking for the others. They're in my computer SOMEWHERE.

Lost Without You
~  Author: Enchantress
    Summary: 17 year old Spike long ago abandoned the Scoobies to become Mr. Popular. Willow, Xander and Buffy miss him like crazy -- but nobody realises how much Buffy misses him until she takes drastic measures one night.
        Rated:  NC-17
http://www.sinister-attraction.net/stories/e/lostwithout.htm

Yes! That's the first one I was thinking about, the high school one. Thanks for posting that link Lambean.

Still looking for the mental ward ones. I know they're here somewhere.

Here's another
Buffy attempts suicide after continual abuse at the hands of her mother,Dru.
Spike,her moms new boyfriend, is the one to rescue her.


What's Mine is Yours

Summary: Buffy lives with her abusive mother Drusilla. Ond day her mother brings home a hot younger boyfriend. And everything changes.
http://spikesbabyblues.tripod.com/id2.html

I'm no help on the mental ward ones though. Good luck