Broken by Ashlee
http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=191&ageconsent=okSummary:
When Spike Atherton, a Psychology major at UC Sunnydale, is approached by a classmate one day, he's intrigued when she asks him to get to know her friend, Buffy Summers. Spike has wanted Buffy since he first saw her walking around campus the previous year and he eagerly agrees. After meeting and actually talking to Buffy, he starts to realize that things aren't always as they seem. Sometimes the person who doesn't ask, is the one who need the most help. NC17 - Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape Complete
Finding Love by sam52
http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=2445Summary: Spike has always been a jerk to Buffy in school, but when he comes upon her one night in the playground, his feelings for her will take a drastic turn. Will he be able to save her from the hell that has become her life? Complete