help finding a fic

Hi,

I'm looking for a story where Spike is Angel's stepfather. (He might be called Liam and not Angel...) He is married to Darla but falls for Angel's girlfriend (Buffy). There's major character death and angst. Does anyone know the name of this story?

Sounds like it might be Sotia's P-Series, here on this site or Elysian Fields.

It is Sotia's P-series but she no longer has it posted. She de-Spuffified it and its a novella for sale

Ah, I forgot that. She'll send it to anyone who asks -- see her LJ post here:
http://ssddgr.livejournal.com/97755.html

"I decided to de-Spuffify and self-publish the P-Series. That means that I will be taking it down from all sites, including LiveJournal. If you want a copy, just comment here with your e-mail address, and I'll send it to you. I'd never have finished that series if it weren't for you."