This one should be easy to find but for the life of me I cannot recall the name. Spike shanshued after his sacrifices in Chosen and NFA. He decides to make a new life for himself as a human and has a litle boy named Jacob via surrogate and becomes an editor for a publisher in New York. Buffy has her own little girl, older than Jacob, and the girl is actually Spike's from Chosen. Somehow. She runs into him and they get to know each other again, etc etc. The interactions with the kids, especially Spike and Jacob, are my favorites anywhere.
Does anyone know the author and/or name of this? I can't recall it and I probably have it but I can't find it. Thanks.
