Spike is an eunuch vampire

I looking for a story were Spike is an eunuch vampire. I think Angelus is the one that did that to him but i dont remember it very well
In the story Spike develop a relationship with Buffy but he doesn´t want for Buffy to find out...Can you help me?

I think I might have read a fic once where Spike's genitals were removed by Dru and eventually Buffy finds out eventually, might be when in his apartment. I can't remember more at the moment, could be different fics of course!

ScoobyDawn, what you're remembering is one of sabershadowkitten's -- the title escapes me at the moment, but it is a Spuffy story, in that they do eventually have a relationship -- but it can go nowhere.

It's on EF.

ScoobyDawn
Yes, I know remember that was Drusilla. And Spike doesn´t want to take the relationship futher because he thinks he doesn´t have anything to offer. I remember a scene in the bathroom where Spike is taking a shower and Buffy joins him and is that is where she finds out...

I think I found it

http://www.sabershadowkat.com/buffy/SBuffy.html

The name of the fic is: "In Jealousy's Wake"

Thank you for let me know that is a fic for sabershadowkitten's

That's the one I was thinking of. Team work!!