Looking for fics where Spike pours his feelings out to Buffy from when he first realizes them. He doesn't hide them and if she rejects him he acts brocken instead of angry. I guess kind of feel good/comfort.

Thanks!

I've been dwelling on this one and this is the closest I've got I'm afraid...

Lust by Azrielle
Remember the beginning of "Something Blue", when Spike is chained to the bathtub? Well that's where this story starts...lots of smutty goodness I assure you, Will be Spuffy.