Hi everyone!!!

I'm looking for 2 fanfictions that are Spuffy, but unfortunately I can't remember the titles or the authors names!!!!
Please help???

1) Spike is in Buffys house and is taken care of by Dawn in the beginning, after it was Buffy. He was tortured for a long period of time (don't remember how much!) and it was later discovered by the Scoobies that's why Spike was always scared in Xanders presence is because he's his torturer!!! I have a vivid memory of Buffy checking on Spike because he's scared, and while she's doing this, Xander is threatening Spike behind her back and smilling evily!
This story is in season 5 or 6 and has a lot of Buffy, Dawn and Spike angst.
2) I have even less memories of this one, except that Spike was hurt pretty badly (after Glory because he jumped in Buffys place?) and is staying in Buffys basement to heal. Xander is really mad about the fact that Spike stays at her house, but the other Scoobies all agreed that he derserves to stay there until he's healed completely. One day, Xander goes to the basement when everyone except Spike is out of the house and says something to the vampire that kind of goes like that: "Buffy lied to you and she'll never love you! She doesn't want you here! Go back to your crypt and stay the hell away from her and Dawn!"
Spike is heartbroken and goes back to his crypt while still badly injuried. Buffy finds him after a confrontation with Xander where he lied saying he didn't know where the vampire was, and she askes him why he left.
I don't remember how it went after that, only that this fic has a lot of Spike angst and was Post season 5!
PLEAAAAAAAASE help me find them !?!?!?!?!?!?!? *BIG puppy eyes*
Thanks a LOT in advance to all who will come here to try and help me!!!

Kiss everyone!!! ^^