A long time ago maybe 4-5 years I ago I read a series I fell in love with but sadly never got to finish it. Here is what I remember. Spike and Buffy are of course together and I think married. Um they ended up living in the mansion on Crawford street. Spike wants to take care of his family and asks angel for his cut of the Aurelius money. They're able to have kids because the PTB ordained it/interfered. They're first child is a daughter I believe they named Dawn because of like a dream or something they shared where they met her. I know Cecily also enters the picture but is turned into a rat. I don't remember how and she becomes their daughter's pet. Buffy and Spike also have twins. Cecily also manages to escape somehow and is human again where she than precedes some how to change history where she accepted William's declaration of love. She plans their wedding to take place on The day Buffy will be born in the future. I believe Spike ends up with two kids with her. I don't remember how they broke up if they did but, Spike hides his kids. Also Buffy is some how transported somewhere maybe a different reality whet she finds out the stuff I mentioned about spike and Cecily. She is trapped for about five years when she finally somehow is taken to William in the past. I know they end up making love afterwards she is returned to her time. She I think gets breakfast ready she offers one twin or both milk not knowing they can't have it, I forgot the reason. But, Spike stops her from it than explains they they can't have milk she knows. Um that's when she tells him about the past few years. I also know sometime before all this I believe Faith who's been in a coma is being taken care of in the mansion wakes up I think due to a slayer dream. Last thing I remember is Buffy is pregnant for a third time but not because of the PTB but because when she made love to William in the past he was human. Please please help me find this series I want to retread it and hopefully finish reading the whole series this time. Thanks for any and all help you guys can give me ahead of time. | 
