Hi guys! The story I'm looking for has to do with Buffy having bad panic attacks after angel leaves her and Spike the only one that can help her through them. Then for some reason they have to go to angel's in order to help with a case or something? And I know some where angel calls willow I think and asks what's going on with buffy and willow tells him that if spikes with her then she'll be ok because he knows how to take care of her

You're looking for Hold Onto Me by Chelle and you can find it here

http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=120

That's it!! You guys are amazing thanks so much