It sounds very much like you may be conflating Anaross's My Life Closed Twice with another fic. This is the poem that Buffy writes in Spike's poetry class in that fic:
Death is my art. I make it every day With my hands. I shape solid into dust And dust into death, and it blows away. There's no right or wrong when I slay. I do what I do, what I must.
Death is my art. I make it every day. Every thing in the darkness is my prey Every shadow, I parry and thrust, Make dust into death, and it blows away. All color around me turns to gray Then back to color, the color of rust.
Death is my art. I make it every day. Day turns to night, the time to pray. I'm alone in the dark, no one to trust.
Death is my art. I make it every day-- Make death into dust, and it blows away.
However she finds him at Oregon State in that fic and he does not have amnesia, he's just very bitter about their relationship. |