Hi, I'm looking for this completed fic I read a year ago and I believe it was on fanfic.net. Buffy and William (Spike) are married with kids in this one.
Anyways- the fic I'm looking for I believe starts off with Buffy finding out about Angel's affair and all of a sudden she starts thinking how it could happen to her like it did with Cordelia and she sort of goes through a midlife crisis and tries to get William to act the way they did years ago (having sex in the kitchen, bringing out "Spike's" duster).
William notices Buffy's weird behavior and talks to her about it in the end and Buffy tells him of course. He reassures her and it ends with them happy and satisfied.
I've been looking for this for a while now and I would greatly appreciate it if someone could help me out

Thank you!