I'm looking for a fic i read awhile ago.....Lord Spike (who is a vampire) has taken gypsy Buffy away from her family. He takes her to his castle where he lives with his sister, Drusilla, and her boy toy, Angel. Spike gets Buffy pregnant and claims her. Drusilla becomes jealous and tries everything to either kill Buffy or get Spike to get rid of her. Instead Spike throws Drusilla and Angel out, and Drusilla casts a spell on Spike to feel empathy for everything that Buffy feels. Spike starts out as a cruel, evil, demon in the beginning of this fic, but as it progresses he falls in love with Buffy and only wants her love in return. | 
