Spike Being Hurt By Xander

I can't remember the name or the author of this but I think Spike was being abused by Xander and Buffy found him and made him better and he was terrified of Xander but he only knew Xander by voice....anyone know?

I'm still looking through my bookmarks for this one. I know just what you're talking about. Spike is blind because he was shot in the head and has been recovering slowly without blood and he recognizes Xander by his voice and scent. I'll keep looking and post ASAP unless someone else finds it first.

allypetals
Thanks!

I'm pretty sure it's this one:

Because He Needs Me by DreamsofSpike

Summary: Season Six, Post Entropy...After Spike's encounter with Anya in the Magic Box, Buffy's not sure if she can forgive him for the hurt that she feels -- until he shows up at her door, needing her more than he ever has before...where do a Slayer with iron walls around her thrice-broken heart, and a wounded, desperate vampire go from here? Who's really to blame -- for what's happened to Spike, and for what's happened between them? And somewhere, in the midst of it all -- can the two of them find forgiveness, and the love that they both need so desperately?

Its because he needs me by dreams of spike

Yep, that's the one.