Angel turned Buffy and then left in her from the guilt. And Spike comes back to town and becomes her sire and teaches her everything.- Anyone know this fic?

Alone in death by Kari Mouke.

http://offline.buffy.cd/www.bringonthebloodshed.com/bloodshedverse/fiction/aloneindea thkarimouke.htm

First thing that popped in my mind

Thank you so much I've been trying to find this story for a while now.