Post-Chosen, Spike hiding burn scars w/a glamour and calling himself Wilhelm.

I have searched for weeks for an old fic I read years ago, but cannot remember the title or author. I do believe it is set in England and Spike was resurrected after Chosen (possibly turned human?), but was badly disfigured by burning up in the Hellmouth. He uses a glamour to hide the scars and must keep the amulet w/him at all times. I do believe he owns a small shop that specializes in hard to find books. He goes by the name Wilhelm (not sure if I'm spelling it correctly).

I think Buffy and/or Giles shows up at his shop one day and over time Buffy comes to realize that Wilhelm is Spike even though he has altered his appearance w/the glamour. Please I would so much appriciate if someone could find this fic for me. It was an excellent read from what I remember and not being able to find it has been driving me bonkers.

Thanks in advance for the help.

That story is beautiful but it is so painful to read. I love that story.


Adieu, A Dew, I Do --- by: Lizerrrbeathan

http://lizerrrbeathan.com/AdieuADewIDo.html

AU/ seven years post 'Chosen' --Willem is in hiding in Newcastle upon the Tyne, UK; given the magnet of hot souls and mutual minds--he is found. Always B/S Rated NC 17 44,741 words

Her fiction is housed at :

http://lizerrrbeathan.com/LizerrrbeathanFanfic.html

I don,t remember the name of the story but I believe the author was something Like Lizzenbarren, i read it at Spuffy Diaries, but u may find iyt at Sinister attractions.

wow Shadowbabes beat me to it by a split second.

You'll beat me next time.

I love Lizerrrbeathan's work. She's so different and lyrical.

Shadows babe
This is it! Yes, yes. THANK YOU!!

JO
Thanks so very much!