Long TIme Gone - Buffy is raped by father/stepfather

AU- Buffy leaves Sunnyville. Shows up for her mom's funeral with a daughter. Spike and Dawn are not happy to see her. Buffy claims she doesn't know who the child's father is. Believe that it turns out she was raped. A whole part where Spike sang an insulting song about her.

I remember reading the whole story a while ago but when I went to the website, using a link on a differenet forum I only got three chapters.

It's all here thru chapter 36, which is the last chapter she has posted. She is working on the rest of it now so more chapters should be coming out relatively soon I think. The chapters have to be gone to one by one, there is no 'next' function on her site. The index is at the top of each page.

http://oxrosesthornxo.angelfire.com/longtimegone/longtimegone.html

Oh my god thanks.

Again this story pops up. Ugh. I wish bitterness would post the remaining chapters. I've re-read what she's written THREE times in the last 2 months. I NEED more. I crave it. Like heroin!!

2 Mar 2014 07:37 - Attached on merging:
Buffy returns with daughter and Dru.

Buffy runs away from Sunnyville after being raped by her stepdad. no one knows that she was raped.
It is an alternate reality. Dawn and Spike are good friends. Dawn is in love with Oz.
Spike is really upset when he sees Buffy again. She returns for her mom's funeral with Dru. He wants a test to find out if her daughter is his, all of the friends disgusted when Buffy admits that she doesn't know who the father is, thinks she became a prostitute or something, they don't know she was raped.
Spike sings cruel songs about Buffy at the Bronze.
The story is quite long, and the beginning is very sad.

Long Time Gone by Bitterness

Link: Long Time Gone.

I was glad to see that the author had recently updated!

2 Mar 2014 07:30 - Attached on merging:
buffy abused my her father?

Looking for a fic where buffy gets pregnant by her abuisive stepdad i think spike helps her i tried seraching and could not find it

This is a much better thread. Thank you.

There was one I ddin't finish reading where Faith was Buffy's older sister and Buffy got pregnant and went away from home but I don't remember whether she went to live with Faith or left Faith back home. And since I didn't finish it I don't recall more details about it. It was years ago. Does that sound familiar at all? I don't remember who got Buffy pregnant in it but I do recall it was not said in the beginning of it so it could have turned out to be her stepdad. I will try to find it in case it was the one.

Nope, that wasn't it - Spike was the boyfriend and father both. I'll keep thinking.

catgirl
You should try asking the people over at the LJ community seeking_spike. If you're not on LJ I could ask for you. I'd be interested in finding this story, as well.

Hi catgirl

If this is the same story I'm thinking of....Buffy and Spike are together as teens. After the first time they make love, Buffy goes home and is raped by her step dad in the garden shed behind her house. She is completely traumatized of course and leaves town without telling anyone. She is pregnant and doesn't know if the baby is Spike's or the rapist's.

She finally comes back to town with her friend Dru and baby in tow and Spike is in a band with Dawn and Oz and he runs a record store where Buffy ends up getting a job. He's incredibly bitter because she left and is quite mean to her for awhile.

I remember the story but not the title or author...sorry. I'm hoping this synopsis will spur someone's memory into remembering what story this was.

Good luck!

yes thats it!!!! wish we had a name or author lol

victoria2
That story is...

Long Time Gone by Bitterness

AU all-human. When Buffy and Spike were in high school, everything was nearly perfect for them-- until she mysteriously disappeared. Now, five years later, Buffy's returned for her mother's funeral, and to take over caring for her sister, Dawn. Can Dawn and Spike ever forgive her for running away? Especially when she won't tell them why?