Buffy meets Spike a famous actor while on zacation

Hi I am looking for a fic in which Buffy is on vacation and meets Spike a famous actor. I dont remember much about the in between, but I do remember they have a fling and then Buffy has to go home to her daughter Dawn. Spike can not just let her go, he goes to find her but finds Dawn first and talks to her for a bit, then sees Buffy. In the very end Spike is at an Award Show and everyone is surprised to see his date Dawn; he also ends up carrying her while she is sleeping to accept his award.

Thanks for the help

sounds like:

Second Chance: (NC-17) A/U All Human. Buffy is a single parent getting ready to start her final two years of college. She gets an unexpected surprise just before classes start. Spike is an A-list British actor wanting some down time from the whirlwind that his life has become. (Someone wanted me to write a baby!fic. This was the only way I could see doing that. My first and only Human A/U.) 20 Chapters. Completed January 2005. PDF

by Spikeskat

Thank you so much this is it; but I can not find it on this site. Can you tell me where I can read it?

Thank you!!!!!!