Summary: AU Buffy and Spike are assassins hired by their bosses, Angel and Cordelia, to kill each other. What happens when their passion for killing turns into a passion for each other? (Think rebel Buffy in “The Wish”) Soundtrack: “Man” Yeah Yeah Yeahs, “I Know What Boys Like” The Waitresses, “Sour Girl” Stone Temple Pilots, “It’s Only Love” Heather Nova, “Kiss Me Deadly” Generation X, “Chocolate Jesus” Tom Waits, “Untouchables” Generation X, “I Want You” Third Eye Blind, “Get Free” The Vines, “Sweet Jane” Velvet Underground, “Cocaine Eyes” Neil Young, “Closing Time” Tom Waits
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 15274

Summary: Buffy's a barely legal Bel Air brat, Spike's a reckless, heartbroken punk. When they crash into each other on a mountain road, sparks fly.

Spike peered through the window at the blonde, tan, bare-shouldered, thousand-dollar-sunglass-wearing bint he'd just saved from certain death. His eyes narrowed. Oh yeah. He was Pissed. Off.

(Originally published in 2003/2004. Winner of several awards, including "Best of the Best UST" @ VKA and "Best Fantasy" @ LLGA and the Spuffies. Features an original song by me. And yes, I do plan to post a Part II!)
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 28 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 37927

Summary: A beautiful blonde is undercover for the FBI in Los Angeles. She is working as a computer hacker for one of the country’s richest, dirtiest, and most handsome businessmen, who just happens to have a few secrets of his own. Sparks fly, because don’t they always?
Winner at the Spuffy Awards! Reader's choice for Best Spike Characterization and Best Fantasty Saga, Judge's Choice for Best Fantasty 'We Missed The Bed, Again', and Judge's Pick. Nominated at the Cradle of Humanity Awards for the Happy Worker Award.

Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 61064

Summary: All Human. Sparks fly when Buffy Summers meets successful business man Spike Thorndale. Unfortunately, Spike is a suspected art thief, and it's Buffy's job to collect evidence against him. Already emotionally involved, things get worse when Buffy's evidence is used to implicate Spike in connection with three brutal murders – one in China, one in Romania, and the last in New York. ** NOMINATED AT LOVE'S LAST GLIMPSE AWARDS**
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Situations, Rape, Freaky/Kinky, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 126006

Summary: Spike Pratt is known for being an outsider and a troublemaker. However, what people don’t know is that he has long since decided to never let anyone come too close, not wanting them to find out the truth about his tragic past. But one night he happens to stumble upon a girl in serious trouble. Will he help her? And will she be able to help him? Runner Up for Best Angst at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 1! Runner Up for Best Angst AU at the Absence Of Light Awards and now also Runner Up for Best Story at the Cradle Of Humanity Awards round 3
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Rape, Child Abuse
Series: None
Chapters: 96 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 142700

Summary: Buffy has a questionable job, and Spike is a new customer. How will he react to her, and will he allow himself to fall for her?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 24121

Summary: 16 year old Buffy meets 23 year old Spike at the Bronze and they spend one night together. Buffy leaves before Spike wakes up, expecting to never see him again. What happens when they meet again in a different city?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36133

Summary: Buffy, Spike and the gang are students at a music academy/college in New York. This is basically a story of love, friendship, some angst, and finding yourself. Although it is rated NC-17 It doesn't actually get that way for quite awhile.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 31927

Summary: Buffy is new to London and goes to a club one night. Low and behold, she meets Spike, a bassist in a band, and sparks fly. What will happen when he finds out the truth about her?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Adult Language
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 14438

Summary: “… you try to be with them, but you always end up in the dark ...with me” As a freshman entering UCLA Buffy Summers was beautiful, sweet, and innocent… until she was introduced to William Aurelius known to LA as ‘Spike’, one of the leaders of LA’s shadiest upper class gangs; the Vampires. From illegal business to drugs, to owning night clubs, the Vampires run LA and with his influence Spike is accustom to getting anything he wants. When Buffy and her friends go dancing in Spike’s main club Shadows, Spike becomes entranced with the beautiful blonde; he becomes fixated on having her. Step by step, Spike draws Buffy into his own dark world, convincing her that she belongs in the darkness with him and inadvertently falls in love with her, deciding never let her go. Two years later, Buffy finally wakes up to face the music and decides she wants no more of the Vampires’ dark world. Spike refuses to give up his world or Buffy, but Buffy leaves LA and returns to live with her mother in Sunnydale. She hides her past from her friends and lives a normal life for about a year…but when Spike finds her, secrets are revealed and lives will never be the same again. ***FYI: Spike isn't abusive in this fic and he really isn't evil either, he's just really confused.***
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4533

Summary: Buffy and Spike were the most infamous and popular couple at Sunnydale High until temptation struck and changed their lives completely. After events and realizations occur, they try to patch up their differences and find that maybe change isn't always good. Do first loves deserve a second chance?
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 54757

Summary: When Buffy goes to England to study for a year, she doesn't expect to wake up next to Spike one morning, with only vague memories of the night before. And she certainly doesn't expect to come to class and find out that the man she left sleeping in a motel room is her professor.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 4142

Summary: Buffy and William grew up together training for a life in the British Military. Buffy ended up in the IRA and Spike remained with the Brits. They aren't exactly sure where the other is, until a twist of fate brings them back together.
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Action, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 29584