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Bio:
I love Buffy. Been a fan since season 1 :) Spuffy is my addiction as well as reading and writing it.
I'm 23 and live in the good ol' US of A and i go to grad school for social work so my writing may take more of a snag for time with school startin up.
read my stuff, let me know what you think :)
Categories: General Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2273
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Identity Crisis
Interesting first chapter. I understand his need to understand himself. Wonder how he's gonna handle having William and his demon out, but also still a part of him. interesting. i like it :)
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 2: ch 2
i feel kinda bad for Spike. I mean why does William get to stay and he's getting kicked out? doesn't really seem fair. And the didn't even tell her that there's a vampire spike running around. can't wait till she meets that one
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 3: ch 3
Oh wow. i feel really bad for William. That's a lot for one 19th century mortal to deal with. poor guy :(
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 4: ch 4
Buffy meeting Spike's vamp half = interesting. Very interesting. Her take on that half potential death was interesting too. She honestly thought she'd be saving William and that's a particularly interesting notion since she supposedly "hates" Spike. Curious
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 6: ch 5
i feel really awful for spike and william to both have to experience that. it's just not fair. and she doesn't even notice. she's such a super mega bitch sometimes
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 7: ch 6
she's kinda selfish. i'm not digging that. she only wants spike to merge w/ william to make the demon die but she doesn't see that the demon is part of him too. i dunno
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: None
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 2055
Date: 02/05/2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
very naughty pagan lol poor spike w/ a head wound. gonna go read her profession of love to him now! bye :)
Author's Response: heehee I think this was my only fic with no intercourse! But it did have a naked, soapy Spike :P
Thanks for reviewing, Charlie! *Smoochies*
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7849
Date: 10/06/2009 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
William the Conqueror huh? lol great choice Pagan.
Author's Response: That name just seemed perfect for Spike\'s stripping persona lol
Thanks for reviewing, Charlie! *hugggles*
Date: 10/06/2009 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
aww so cute. yay Pagan :)! u know i'm a sucker for happy endings :)
Author's Response: Thanks, Charlie! I\'m a sucker for happy endings too. We got enough unhappy ones from the show lol I\'m glad you liked!
Thank you for reviewin, sweetie! *smoochies*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 7769
Date: 05/05/2009 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
Lol. First off when i started reading this i couldn't stop laughing. How exactly you switched things up? OMG too hilarious. Buffy w/ the accent was highly amusing and Samantha Jones (tho prob a coincidence to Sex and the City) still made me laugh. Who ever thought she'd be a prude lol. great job :)
Author's Response: :) Thanks, Charlie! I'm happy that you liked it!
heehee Yes, the Samantha Jones thing was way before I'd even heard of 'Sex in the City' - wish I'd chosen a different last name for her now lol
Thanks for reading & reviewing, I appreciate it so much! *hugs*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 9958
Date: 05/22/2009 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
dun dun dun!!!!! lol that means there's more. naughty pagan. Damn he was sexy in that black suit w/ blue sweater. mmmm body of spike so sexy :) but darla. ew gross lol. i wish she would have told him elizabeth was her middle name and she went by buffy. ew gross darla lol. great story. very naughty
Author's Response: heehee Sorry the Darla thing grossed you out lol That was the first name that poppped into my mind when I was writing it, and I went with it lol
Thanks, as always, for reviewing, hon! *smooooochies*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Violence, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Freaky/Kinky, Buffy/Other, Spike/Other
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 56003
Date: 05/07/2009 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
OMG PAGAN!!!! I LOVED this story. So his break up w/ Sam was way harsh but totally necessary what a prude. but what she did, my goodness! holy goddess that was awful. Thats like Riley twisted, maybe even worse. i love it!!!! I was totally having an anxiety attacked when he was hating her. i was trying to figure out the different ways you would have him find out but i still was having a physical reaction panicking over how and when it would happen. i can't help it. i get worked up over stories i really like :) the end was good i liked that. the ending like last few lines especially was hilarious. it was def a great way to end the story since it had sap romance in it but that wasn't necessarily the focus. i liked it alot. it was intense at times but it was totally worth it. i'm an angst wimp when it comes to spuffy stories most of the time. i can't help it. i just want them to be happy. great job!!!
Author's Response: *hugs* Thank you so much, Charlie! I'm so glad that you enjoyed the story!
You leave the most wonderful reviews! You make me want to write a whole new batch of stories just for the reviews :D Thank you for the great review! *smoochies*
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 52506
Date: 05/23/2009 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 12
Aw Pagan i liked it!!! The reunion was hilarious. Her eyes bugging out in the library. so good. I also loved her little slip w/ Harmony. Stupid ho! The utility close sex was really hot! Xander catching them was sooo awkward but his reaction to his was awkwardly hilarious. He would get off on seeing his 2 friends fucking like bunnies. i bet he honestly would. The prom stuff was amazing! most perfect boyfriends ever. Dru's a fucking ho bag, die bitch die. Um what else. Oh i liked the angst in this one of the accident. I've never read something were he got hurt before. It's usually splitting them up and smushing them back together. sometimes that angst is just too much u know? especially when it gets overused in a story or series. but no this was good i mean not good in the sense that he almost exploded but good as in different. it was angst but not annoying miscommunication angst. i'm so glad he proposed i was waiting to see if he was gonna do that :) go team. great job Pagan i loved it!!!!
Nominated at the Cover to Cover Buffy Awards for 'Best Sex'!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 17746
Date: 05/06/2009 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5: Hurts So Good
Um wow...i don't think there are words for that scene...nope don't think so. they don't exist. i will say one thing tho...DAMN
Author's Response: lol Thanks, Charlie! I'll take 'DAMN' as a review any day! :D I'm glad you liked it! *smoochies*
Categories: General NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance, Angst
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 10239
Date: 02/05/2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
OMG andrew fantasizing about them = TOO FUNNY!!!
Author's Response: Andrew\'s got some issues heehee His crush on Spike on the show was just so funny, I had to use a bit of that in my story :D
Thanks for reviewing, Charlie! *hugggles*
Date: 02/05/2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
AH HAHAHAHA silly andrew. love them happy but the stuff with andrew is just too funny. great job hun :)
Author's Response: Thanks, Charlie! I had such fun writing Andrew\'s lines and musings heehee
*smooches* Thanks for the sweet review, hon! :D
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Sexual Situations
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 36190
Date: 05/23/2009 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7: Homeward Bound
Pagan strikes again! I'm so glad u wrote this. Altho i'm pretty sure the curse is you. Damn girl trying to kill the poor boy. I loved that the tables never turned and everything just kept happening to him. It's like u wanted to hurt him lol. Bad bad Pagan. Anyway, loved the story. Glad we got to see them get married and have a crazy honeymoon. now all we need is maybe a one shot or two of babies and such and i'm all good :) i'd love u forever if u did that Pagan :) :) :) great story!
Author's Response: lol This has to be the story where I've abused poor Spike the most. I liked the idea of him possibly being cursed because I'm evil *Mwahaha!*
heehee I've thought about doing another sequel with Spuffy babies. I still might get around to doing one someday :D
Thanks for reading and reviewing, sweetie! *big hugs*
Nominated in Round 2 of the C2C Buffy Awards for: Best Angst, Best Fantasy/AU, and Best Spuffy Fic!
Nominated at the SunnyD Awards for: Best Angst, Best AU, Best Characterization, Best Drama, Best NC-17, Best Plot, and Best Romance! =D
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Adult Language, Freaky/Kinky, Sexual Situations, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 39296
Date: 11/17/2009 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 11: Aftermath
Pagan this is the meanest chapter you've ever written. i'm seriously in tears right now, how darn you! this better have a happy ending or i'm writing a seriously angry email to you about not warning me for emotional distress from this story. and by that i mean i love you and this is amazing but i'm still mad at you right now for making me cry
Date: 11/18/2009 Title: Chapter 13: Epilogue
OMG Pagan that was amazing! def one of ur best. i can't believe this is the first time i'm reading it. it was so good. i was in tears i laughed i was angry i was an emotional roller coaster but oh god it was so good. i loved this story so much. i'm not gonna lie i sooo wish we got to saw more of them being happy at the end but i loved the story. truly some of your best work!
Categories: NC-17 Fics
Characters: None
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 80319
Date: 08/14/2010 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1
oh wow. this is total craziness alright. this buffy is adorably nutty!
Date: 08/14/2010 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2
i like the ending alot. seems like dru and spike are having a little tiff or something with the way the thing w/ the parents are going and xander's comment. maybe buffy will get some spike luvin too, being the angel that she is :) hehe
Date: 08/15/2010 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3
this rescuing scene is seriously hilarious. god buffy u sooo epically fail lol
Date: 08/15/2010 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4
ahhh i love it! she thinks she's going on a date w/ spike. spike thinks she's totally going to be into his friend not that she's excited cause of him and xander's a wanker for thinking buffy would like him and dru's a hooker so break up w/ her! lol
Date: 08/15/2010 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5
i wonder how buffy is gonna take that news. is she going to piece together that spike and dru are a thing or just think that dru is coming cause she's xander's sister. and why is spike still dating her if she's such a druggie? i wonder if he comes how the chemistry will be. i bet xander notices
Date: 08/15/2010 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6
ooooh yay! i really hope that means buffy's gonna be there :) aww he's checking to see if he can spend time w/ her! this is so cute!!! i just love it!!!