Hi I'm looking for fics where spike is tired of buffy treating him like crap and moves on for awhile. it can be cannon or au or ah but buffy has to realize she made a mistake and want spike back but it has to be hard for her to get him back.

Spike's Girl by Herself

"moves on" as in leaves town and gets on with his life?

Cast Me Not Away by Enigmaticblue

A long series exploring the ramifications of love, loss, and belonging. Spike leaves after "Dead Things," wanting nothing more than to get Buffy out of his head. Wesley's still an independent contractor after the events of "Loyalty." And Buffy's still living in the land of denial.

"Perhaps. perhaps, perhaps" by Pine Triano at EF.
"When We Dance" by pepperlandgirl at EF-tho this is more Spike leaves from his guilt.
"Prophecy and Warmth" by TheBear at Sinister Attraction
The last 2 contain S/OFC.

And Here We Go Round Again by Megan[url=http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=533][/url]

Following on from the end of As You Were. Spike, devastated by Buffy's rejection, finds solace in a bottle shared with Anya and finds his unlife turned completely on its head. He finds that vengeance might not be for losers after all as he is thrust into the opportunity of a lifetime. But can he convince Buffy to take the risk?


I have to second
Cast Me Not Away by Enigmaticblue

it is one of my favorites