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Dreamscape by Holly
Summary: While her nights are occupied fighting evil, her dreams are haunted by a devastatingly sexy, not to mention thoroughly evil vampire. The sort of vampire that embodies the definition of forbidden fruit; the sort of vampire Buffy can only have in fantasy. But how thin is the line between dreams and reality? More importantly: how thin does she want it to be?
http://www.nocturnal-light.net/fanfiction/story/313/DreamscapeOR;
The Yellow Brick Road Series by Holly
Cupidity
Summary: Book I of the Yellow Brick Road series. An alternate version of Season 3's Helpless, in which the Council locks a drugged and powerless Buffy in with a certain bleached-blond vampire who already has two Slayers under his belt.
http://www.nocturnal-light.net/fanfiction/story/424/CupidityNemesis
Summary: Book II of the Yellow Brick Road series. While trying to cope with mixed feelings and brewing hostility, the Slayer discovers the truth behind Faith's deception and attempts to deal with her suspicion about the other Slayer's seemingly close relationship with Angel. Conspiracies arise and explanations unfold, and when things just can't get any more confusing, a blonde vampire she was sure she would never see again decides that it's time.
http://www.nocturnal-light.net/fanfiction/story/425/NemesisFinal installment of the Cupidity/Nemesis series. Graduation Day nears. Spike learns that some things are not better left unsaid while Buffy comes to the realization that knowing what one has is imperative before it becomes gone.
http://www.athenewolfe.com/justrewards/viewstory.php?sid=159&index=1Sorry usually I read them on E.F so I had to search other sites.
Are any of these what you were after?
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