Hi im looking for fics where Buffy tries to kill herself after a traumatic event, AU human or slayer/vamp doesn't matter. Where Spike was part of her life or is a part of her life and when he finds out she tries to kill herself comes to try and help her, lots of angst please : ) Thanks.

Blood and Fire by Addie Logan
A young woman goes looking for revenge and finds more than she bargained for... (set in an alternate season 2)
I loved this one. ;D

Scars by JamesMFan
Set during Season 4, no Riley and Spike doesn't have a chip. Buffy is still reeling from the events of the past year, where she was scarred both physically and mentally. Now, to make matters worse Spike's back in town.
This one has a sad ending, so be warned.

These two I haven't read.
Lost Without You by Enchantress
17 year old Spike long ago abandoned the Scoobies to become Mr. Popular. Willow, Xander and Buffy miss him like crazy -- but nobody realises how much Buffy misses him until she takes drastic measures one night.

Only Hope by TammyAsh666
Buffy and Spike attend high school together. He's the rich kid with all the charm and good looks that Buffy is secretly crushing on, thinking that he would never notice an outcast like her. Their paths cross in an unlikely way and a relationship forms, but Buffy has a past that could change the way he sees her. Will their love be strong enough to survive? Nominated at the Solemn Graces Awards, Lost in Spike Awards, and Cradle of Humanity Awards.

I also found this previous thread.

The Road to Hell by JamiesLady on this Site.

Not completely Angsty but parts of it are fairly high on the scale.

Thank you these look great can't wait to read them all

If im not in love, by spikelissa is another good one